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Baby loss: Parents navigate difficult questions after losing a child - BBC

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Charlotte Churchill looking at the camera with hedges and flowers in the backgroundCharlotte Churchill

How many children do you have?

It's a question that seems simple enough to some but can be incredibly challenging for a bereaved parent or carer. BBC journalist Alexandra Bassingham has been hearing from parents about how they navigate the difficult topic following the death of a child.

When Charlotte Churchill's first child Jacob died just days after he was born, she found some people hid when they saw her.

She believes this was to avoid potentially awkward conversations.

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Jacob was a 9.5lb (4.3kg) "healthy baby" until complications during labour meant he was delivered with serious medical problems.

He died five days later on 2 February 1999.

The 49-year-old, from Somerset, said she understands friends can struggle to know what to say in such a tragic situation.

"Some people said things like 'it's God's will' or 'don't worry you're young enough to have another one'," she said.

"It comes from a good place, I do believe that, but it's not helpful."

Jacob was just five days old when he passed away from birth complications
Charlotte Churchill

Ms Churchill, who had two more children after Jacob, said: "Being asked how many children I have is the hardest question, no matter how many years pass."

Her advice to friends of the bereaved is to acknowledge the "magnitude of what people have been through, the best thing to do is to be transparent, [because] you're showing you care".

  • If you have been affected by any of the issues discussed in this article, BBC Action Line has a wealth of support available.

"The best thing is just to say 'I don't know what to say' or 'I don't have the words'," she said.

She said she felt lucky to have known Jacob for five days as it "validated him" but added that many people "aren't that lucky".

"People can feel uncomfortable saying Jacob's name but to a bereaved parent hearing their name is powerful... feeling your child is forgotten is really painful."

Mr and Mrs le Grange
Keith le Grange

'They blanked her'

Keith Le Grange, 36, and his wife Natalie, 34, had a "normal pregnancy" until she was exposed to parvovirus.

The infection, also known as slapped cheek because of the face rash that develops, can be fatal for unborn babies.

Tests showed baby Aurora had been "severely affected" by the virus and she was stillborn on 24 March 2018 at 24 weeks.

Mr Le Grange, from Weston-Super-Mare, said: "There are people my wife felt were close friends who had been with her during her pregnancy [but] when she saw them after, they basically blanked her.

"They were too afraid to talk about it, or didn't know how to, but no matter how they were feeling, we were feeling worse."

He said he wants people to know that if the person who has lost their baby does not want to talk about it "they'll let you know", but that "silence was the worst thing".

'Everyone is different'

Mr Le Grange said that for his wife, being asked how many children she had was something she struggled with for a while.

"Sometimes we say we have three children but lost one or we have three and then we say Eric's three, Rose is one and Aurora would be four."

He said before Rose was born, he would occasionally say he had one child, as would his wife.

"Then she would beat herself up about it for days," he added.

Peter Byrom pictured with wife Denise and son Harrison
Peter Byrom

Denise Byrom was 27 weeks pregnant with her and husband Peter's eldest son, Thomas, when doctors discovered his heart had stopped.

Mr Byrom, 46, said at that moment "everything stops... then it tears you apart".

Thomas was "born asleep" on 5 January 2004.

"You've been planning what to get, what school they might go to and then you have to leave that behind you and just walk out of hospital," he added.

"I just remember holding the door open for a guy carrying a car seat."

Mr Byrom, from Weston-Super-Mare, now works as a mental health wellbeing coordinator and set up the Stillbirth and Neonatal Death Charity (SANDS) United Bristol Football Club in 2019 to support bereaved dads and any man affected by baby loss.

He said being asked how many children he has is a question he has answered "in so many different ways".

"Sometimes I'd say we have two, one was born sleeping, but then you see the face of the person you're talking to and realise 'I'm going to have to counsel you through this now because you don't know what to say'."

"I didn't ever want to be mean but I realised I had to say what I said to be gentle to myself and acknowledge I had two sons, Harrison, 17, and Thomas."

A poem written by a woman about baby loss
Nicky Whelan

A spokesman for SANDS said the issue of how to answer the question often arose at counselling sessions.

"It is more upsetting for a bereaved parent not when asked about their baby, but if their answer is dismissed, if their baby isn't acknowledged or they don't ask about them or ask their name," he said.

For the most part, bereaved parents want to talk about their baby like any other child or family they may have, regardless of time, he added.

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SANDS guidance

  • Do not make assumptions based on what you see or think you know about someone
  • Do not be afraid to ask, it can help break the silence and put that parent at ease
  • Do not over think it. Saying "Do you mind telling me how many children you have?" is a nice open way to give the parent the space to answer in a way that suits them best
  • Do ask what ALL their children's names are. Saying your baby's name is a powerful way to stay connected to them and keep their memory alive
  • Do make a note of important dates. This is especially important if you are working in a healthcare or similar profession or if you're the workplace manager of a bereaved parent, it is good to be aware of times when they may be feeling especially sad or need to take some time off
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Peter Byrom and Natalie le Grange (right) smiling at the camera after running the Bristol 10k in 2021 for SANDS
Peter Byrom/SANDS

Both Ms Churchill and Mr Byrom were inspired to help others dealing with bereavement following their own experiences.

Ms Churchill is specialised in bereavement training and works with local authorities supporting families.

She said bereavement is like "walking along the beach and everything is still and calm but every now and again a huge waves comes and crashes over you".

"It comes from nowhere," she said.

"That's the analogy I use to explain my grief."

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